茫茫人海 相识相遇 是缘是梦?
冥冥之中 相知相牵 是梦是幻？

于是生活中多了一位真诚的朋友

多了一位朋友
少了一份寂寞
多了一份微笑

少了一份孤独
多了一份祝福

少了一份忧愁
多了一份快乐

少了一份虚假
多了一份真诚

有了这份真心祝福
生活便会温馨甜蜜

有了这份真诚祝愿
事业将会一帆风顺

有了这份甜美祝福
身体将会健康长寿

朋友：不要忘了我的祝福！


i can never agree more with mich...
mich says : maturity does not grow with age...
continue by : but it grows in PAIN...
I say: Can never agree more.. *nod nod*

it starts again.. teach me what to do T.T

now i do understand why people always said,

"woman always speaks the otherwise from their heart"

yea, whenever i feel down with something personal, i will say "F* it la!" "i don't care la" "not my problem" "y should i be so stupid" "don't bother" "whatever la!"

but actually i do care, and i care a lot.. i feel damn depressed whenever i think about it.. and i keeps appearing on my mind, the more i don't wanna care, the more it flashes back, everything and everywhere, there's memory.. i will just automatically think about it.. and sometimes, i will become so so sensitive...

November 2nd, the most depressed day of my life... the start of a emotion torturing life..

well, i need to really apologize to my mom coz sometimes memories reflects back, i get really really moody, my temper is way OUT! sigh

i need a getaway! but i am in debt, can't afford to go far away, i really really wanted to go to langkawi with Ju and the gang.. i wanna follow richard to pangkor.. i wanna follow ckk to bali.. i wanna go singapore to meet up my cousins.. i wanna go back to redang! but my pocket is severely bleeding already.. and i need a job to pay my fees..

i sleep 12 hours a day, but still i'm very very tired..
smile and laugh is what i used to do everyday, used to do...
every simple thing i do i get satisfaction, i feel happy.. even now i won the snooker game by 40 points, i don't feel anything..

i need n*******e..

let it be...
let it bee...
let it beeee...
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let it beeeeee...

speaking word of wisdom..

let it beeeeeeee...

wake up
bath
eat brunch
watch tv
eat dinner
watch tv
go online
watch tv
read newspaper
eat supper or go mamak
bath
sleep

thats my daily routine for almost 2 weeks.

can anyone be more pathetic than me.

i need a life.