no matter

questions just filled the air...
no matter how close you are to a person, you will never know what are they thinking..
no matter how many people you know,in the end, you are still alone..
no matter how much sincerity you gave, if it is not appreciated,it will still be a disaster..
no matter how much effort u put in, if it is not recognize, it will be a waste..
no matter how good you treat a person, if a person don't appreciate it, in the end it will be nothing..
no matter how people look at you, the most important thing is how you look at yourself..
no matter how u look at youself, in the end what others look at you is most important..
no matter how important is other's perception towards you, the person u cared the most, their perception makes the changes..
no matter how many goodwill you've shown, people might have think otherwise..


a mentor tell me

"you will have to make some changes in your life,
think carefully especially if it means giving up a lover or a person u
cared for another"

:/

MAMA's "21st" birthday

yup.. supposedly me and eugene plan to surprise her on her birthday..
manatau... haiz.. canot la.. she's one lady with full of plans.. lols!
not only that.. i can't book a reservation because the restaurant dont provide the service and we have to wait around 40 minutes for a table... ><" ok.. this is the 1st time i fail to come out with a surprise party and fail so miserably! anyways.. all of us were happy especially Ms.Katherine... Happy Birthday :) we went Chili's Bangsar.. those attended were Me, Owais, Lynda, Martyn, Mr.Victor, Eugene, Cheryl, Eric and Jonathan.. of course Ms.Katherine-the birthday LADY!

all i can say is.. she is a very nice, kind and wonderful lady. i am really lucky to get to know her in person. although she always get into trouble helping people but she never gave up. yea, she's a GEM! like people who knew her always say.. wishing her always be healthy and fit and of course to stay young and beautiful as always...

lovely cake rit!!! haha!! i bought it! haha!! syok sendiri :P

haha! love to see the smile on her face

"when she is happy, so does everyone"

presents time!

hmm.. yea.. my exams is OVER!
but i dont feel whether its something very happy or a relieve...
its just nothing...
haha.. i remember the point three time...
it was just fantastic... everytime after exam.. its like really merdeka!
go watch movie la.. sing K la... shopping la... club la... haha! i am really laughing out loud now while thinking.. i guess.. memories are the best present of all :)

now.. people and all of the things here are just different..

i'm tired, but i couldn't sleep
i'm hungry, but i got no appetite to eat
i'm worried, but i don't have the enthusiasm to CHIONG ah..
i'm bored, but i don't know what to do
i want to do something, but i don't know what to do..

just kill me! buh,...

omg!! final exams in less than 48 hours...
i am sooo not ready for the exam!
the fear of flunking the papers is here!!
but the mood for me to keep studying in not here!!
arrrghhh!!!
help meeeeeeee!!!

I MISS 2007!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just now, i suddenly miss point three so damn muchhh!!
some of my classmates are PATHETIC!!! now i feel irritated!!
errrghhh!

hmm.. sometimes i feel like closing my eyes and don care about what is happening...
i want to be in my own world like how cheng always do...
haiz.. just cant do it.. can someone slap me and wake me up!
lols..
my english very cha meh??!

have u ever look into the mirror and ask yourself, "who are you, what are you doing".

if i was given a chance to emend things, i would say 'no' because i have not regretted on what I've did and faced.

who can 'colour' me? because now only i realize, i really suck in colouring :(



listening to- everything- by lifehouse

random.

KLIA, bye shamroz

ok..
it was THE DAY for shamroz to say goodbye to malaysia and hello dubai..
we miss him already..

shamroz, me and mr.victor


In the airport

shamroz and Ms.Katherine
(i miss burger king tooo!)

oxygen session :)
left: martin, eugene, owais, lynda, sufyian

checkinnnnggg in

group picture before CIAO!
ohh.. shamroz is about to cry
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crying session
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hugging session
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more hugging
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saying 'bye bye' session.
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then

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bye *sobs*

yesterday i went Penang along with Ms.Katherine and Puan Aini...
aiyo.. makan and makan and makan.. really bloated man.. imagine if we go stay over.. i will be really putting on weight man! haha! but it was fun.. and 1 thing bad is.. i cant get enough 'oxygen', sumore they dont like it.. when i'm back in klang sitting in the mamak with ann and jason.. i just have it continuosly.. god! i have to stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mayb next year's resolution*wink*

...............good time is about to end...........................

here come the problemss
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i really thought my ptptn issue are all sorted out..
but! its not :(
the completion of foundation cert is giving me a headache...
i did not finish my foundation in taylors.. then i did my last subject in hict..
the NOW!
both sides cant give me the cert..

if i cant get the cert.. i cant get my ptptn loan...
if i cant get my ptptn loan... i cant get my money..
if i cant get my money... i am soooooo dead!

why is so many stupid things is happening to meeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
one after another!!
damnnnn! sohai!! arrgh!!