Its been a long time

haha!!
This week was one enjoyable week for me...

Thursday, celebrate Ja's birthday in 32 bistro, a nice place to have a drink and prices for food are surprisingly reasonable! haha! it was really nice to see the 38 gang after soooo loooong!!! well, for sure, they will always made my day and make me smile :)

Friday, had a small farewell dinner with Mr.Victor, my mkt lecturer in Bangsar, in an english bar called "Dragon", after we can't get a 4 person table in WIP!! WTH!! together with Toh and Helen. No doubt, the environment was really nice, food was not bad.. beer was good.. TEEHEE!!!

Saturday, had family dinner in Farmville in KL near pudu, its a porridge based steamboat concept restaurant. Food was good, all of the aunties and uncles really enjoy it. Price was also surprisingly reasonable..
2nd round! around 10.30pm, went to KEC club to attend Jason's and Jason's dad's karaoke birthday party! It was one hell of a drunken night and singing out loud session!! good to see the almost the whole high school gang was there.. Lots of singing and Lots of liquors!!
did not join the 3rd round and all the batangs! still got the energy to play pool ><""

Sunday, manage to get my ass up to go to work..

HAHA!! that's all for now!! GOOD MORNING!! its 5AM!! and i'm going to sleep!!! HAHAHA!! :)

not, perfect

i just suddenly love this song.. haha :)

Enjoy!

holidayS!!

just finish my exam yesterday... Officially starts holiday TODAY!! HAHA!!
actually not much difference thou..
just that no need to burn the midnight oil to prepare for exams... Haiz..
lets go somehwere.. anyone?? PLANS??

HELO!! PPL!!

it has been a quite a relax semester for me, taking only 3 subjects, because I HAVE TO!! hmm.. quite a busy month for me as well because I've been helping out in organizing the Klang School Superstar 2010 on May and Fete De La Musique 2010 (French Music Carnival). Both events were just ok.. not that bad, not that great.

also! the Fete De La Musique is simultanously held at klang, plaza low yat, the curve and penang at the same day and time! HAHA!! how cool is that heh!!

Monday was my first paper for my finals, and on the day before, I was the MC for FDLM! in klang parade.. cheh.. syok sendiri

me, matthew and victor was the MC for that event, it was really a tiring job as the event start from 12.30pm till 9.30pm.. of course we'll have to be there at 9am.. after the event, clean up session drags the time up to 10.30pm!

Besides that, the lift in klang parade... ALL THE LIFTS!!! were ROSAK!! OMG!!! seriouslly.. even the security guards were shock too.. at last only 1 is working.. and we have to wait like 5 minutes every time we wait for the lift.. ><"" to pindah up and down all the things!

Its was really tiring because i did not sleep on saturday's night because i need to study for monday's paper, sunday was MC-ing the whole day.. Also! i was wearing my mom's heels that i don't know how many freaking inches, that make me feel like when i was wearing it, it like dancing ballet for the whole @%#$ day!! until today i can still feel the numbness!! after i came home around 11.30, still open my eyes will the next day! coz my exam is at 9.30am!!

after exam, play snooker a bit, then at nite gathering with Ju Lin and the rest till 1.30AM, after bath, i terus pengsan onto my bed, and woke up at 4pm, battery fully Charged :)

had a great outing with Ju lin, Eve, Mat, Siva and Rong.. our Malibu Rum nite out! omg! the rum taste so nice!! don feel like drinking alcohol at all, its like drinking coconut flavour drink!!

WTF IS GOING WITH BLOGGER!! I CAN UPLOAD BUT CANNOT CUT AND COPY AND PASTE MY UPLOADED PIC!!

anyhow, shall post up all the pic when i got them!

i miss the outings with the point three's la.. hmmm...

July.. makes me think of Redang :(

then i start missing everyone!!

any outing soon with the 38 gang??!

I'M WAITINGGGGGGGGGG!!!

Ciaoz!!

hur??
OMG!! Finals COMING!!
GRACEEEE!! STUDYYYYYYYY!!!!

Diary

now i really realise the importance of a DIARY...
so happen i visited Mich's blog and saw the redang post.. then i started to read back all the posts she had in her blog from March'07 till March'08, and of course our point3 fm blog which is like... has been isolated since duno god knows when..

actually right now i have no pic in my pc, NONE!!!! bcoz my stupid pc was reformat without my knowledge!!! so everything, GONE.
JU!! i need ALL the pics back!! please :)

all the memories flash backs, and i was like a sohai laughing, facing the pc at 3.27AM -__-"

then i read back my own posts starting from the oldest, actually, last time, the way i write is sooooo HORRIBLE! why noone ever tell me!! who cares..

eyes are closing, goodnight world :p

*puttttt*

aiyoyo!! I have been "lao-sai-ing" for the past 1 week!! *disgusting* and its not like continuous.. its like one of the most cruel torturing method ever used!!! ITS COMES EVERY ALTERNATE DAYS!!! and its like it suddenly comes so randomly!! AIYOOO!!!
Just imagine i'm driving on the highway with godknows where the hell would i find a petrol station or i'm doing a presentation...
can i be like asking my lecturer or my group mates, "eh, sorry ah, i need to go toilet to pang sai?"
i can't be telling i go pee, because it wont take more than 5 minutes... or of i just tell them i need to go toilet, they will be cursing me for taking that long!

yesterday had a fever, luckily i got DAMN POWER!! antibody!!! FUUHH!!! within 12 hours... MAO MUN TI!!! drug company, pharmacy and clinics and go bancrupt of there's too many POWER ANTIBODY like mine in most of the people weh!! CHEEEEEEEH!! haha!

ok, i feel damn disgusted on the way i'm describing it.. *off*

Well, whole family celebrated Mother's Day on Labour's Day in Saisaki, Japanese Buffet, frankly speaking the quality of the food there drops like nobody's business!!! Its not as good as it does the last time i ate which is like... erm.... 4 years ago.. i think...
But, still, we enjoy our the company of all the cousins and relatives...




COUSINS!!
OOOps! i'm the eldest inside!!
Wahlau eh!!

imagine i can still smile when that 5 years old rascal which weight like around 30kg is stepping on my foot!! With my HEELS!!
but still we lurve him the most ><"







so many assignment to doooooo!! some many things to read up!! so many research have to be done!! ASSIGNMENT DUE AND TEST COMING IN 1 WEEK TIME!!!!!!!! SHIT!!!

Mood!!! pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls come pls comepls come pls come pls come pls come pls come -________-""

let's see...
i got so many assignment to do.. but i don't know where to start..
i am so hungry, i don't know what to eat..
i got so many things is mind, i don't know what the hell i'm thinking..


the only thing about this week that is worth mention about is...
i was chosen to participate in one of the market research discussion in KL, but when i reach there, so weirdly, they told some kind of lame excuse, no need to participate, but got 3/4 of the money as token of appreciation..  ><"

i was HUR? until now i still don't understand, but still i would have to wait wei wei for 2 hours, coz she was chosen to participate in that discussion... Cape Square, i went there for a stroll, after when she's done, off we go to Sinbad for a GOOOOOOD food and GOOOOOOD shisha!! hehe..




until then, i'm still in the "drunk" mode :(

Its been a loooong time

yeah! ITS BEEN A LOOOOOONG TIME!!! today had an outing with Kimmy, Judith, Jaye, Mich Oon and Hui San.. Its been a long time since I meet up with them.. These Taylorians are very busy people!! IT IS VERY VERY VERY HARD TO MEET THEM  EVEN THOUGH APPOINTMENT HAS BEEN MADE LIKE GAZILLION YEARS AGO!! But in my heart, Mich Lee, Yee Jin, Xinyi and Chee Cheng, all of you are present, I can sense u all!! HAHA!!

I missed the K session, but was able to meet them up at S.Pyramid to catch a movie, Be Human, god damn funny weiiii!! GO WATCH!! haha, singapore movies are always up to the expectations.. Then, Teluggong it was for dinner, SCRUMPTIOUS seafood meal!! till the bill goes up to RM160.. worth it but frankly speaking the standard of the seafood seriouslly dropped a lot!! the sup lala is the only dish i felt satisfying.. Was able to catch up with PART of the gossips, stories and dramas!! HAHAHA!!
 will post some pictures up when i  got it from Ju.  

ME HAPI TODAY :)

Am I doing the right thing? Or I should forget about it?? F*uk!

Awake!

It is now 2.10am, i'm still definitely still awake..
this insomnia thingi just f*ucking up my life!
hell yeah!! i'm thinking what to do!

This week is my semester break, but actually i wanted to do some revising on my subjects *seriously* and START my assignment... BUT as usual, when the mood is not present... everything gonna be absent :)
MY Philosophy!

This new blogger setting thing is sooooo weird, when i press "ENTER" the thing actually goes up to the previous sentence.. ADUH!! I'm soo a tech-noob! My backache is giving me a horrible time in bed. i think i have to go to the chiropractor..

Lets talk about the weather here in Msia *what a good topic* LOL

the f*cking weather is giving me pimples!! on my face!! on my pimple-less face for the past 20 years!! sorry jaye, no offense.. teehee

the very hoTTTT weather is giving me rashes!!! ARRRGGGHHH!!!!

and, i'm SO DAMN LUCKY!! my air-cond is OUT OF SERVICE!!!!! imagine.. shit! its like sleeping in a oven!! and the weird smell from the drain!! SHUCKS!!!

AIyo! I really need to lose some weight! my tummy is HUGE!! ok.. no more beers for me..
so many things running in my mind..
will be helping up Jonathan with the upcoming Klang Superstar Competition and Fete De La Musique..
Hope it goes well bah!

Today Martin leave Msia for Pakistan.. then Vietnam, all the best to him.. and..
now.. the advisor my my club is gone for i think 4 months, my both my Culinary Arts Club in both college is hanging in the air.. wtF!! i'm so going to be so NUMB on all those matters already ... no point doing just for the sake of doing and for the sake to temporarily "syok-ness"!

All of a sudden, i remembered the korean drama, 1 Litre of Tears, the theme song, Only Human by K, amazing, everytime i listen to it,  it touches deep down to my heart.. so EMO!
The drama, my god!! the only drama that can eventually make me cry! I mean in every single episodes!! except the 1st episode.. after that, SHIT! i'm a crying babe!! thnx to Kimmy for the introduction of this drama.

Ohya!  i got my debit card from Alliance Bank, and now i'm wondering..
why I apply that card for?
its not like i have so much money and so many things to buy.. Ciu!

i'm too bored!
but sometimes, i'm confused,
also
somehow i'm too hungry.. i just finish eating half loaf of butterscotch bread.. and 2 hot dogs.. yea..
and
i'm faT!
which means
i need to lose weight
if not
it will result to...
larger size when i'm buying clothes!!!!
OMG!!
This is so random

ok..
jogging? Swimming?? AnyOne?????

how la how la

updates updates..

erm... nothing to update la..
nothing really that special... except for it was Ju's birthday :) few days ago..

Specially dedicated to our beloved Judith Yuen Yawn Cheng

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JU JU,
"U ARE BORN IN PJ,
"U LOOK LIKE A SOH KIAPPPPP
"AND UUU... ACT LIKE ONE TOO" :)


my daily routine would be.. sleep, eat, class, snooker, eat, sleep..
yea.. practically like this every single day..
expect, i have mid terms and assignment to hand in..
in which as always... not until the last minute, i just don't have the mood to do it..
i even asked myself, what am i living in this world for..

Suddenly! i got the feeling that i got so god damn many things to buy! Feel like shopping!! but haiz.. tak da duit.. macam manaaaaaa...

my car's condition is making me SICK!!
noises everywhere!!
when i'm driving, i can really feel that my 4 door and 4 tires is going to "peel" off!!
the engine part is the worst!! i don't know what the hell is going hay wire!!
ADUI!!!!

on top of that, feel kinda glad and relieve because finally i'm off my probation period, and i'm getting back my loan this semester... fuuuh..
it is seriousllllly!! a R E L I E V E!!

after all i've been through from the past year.. its a big NO NO for anything else except for chilling for this semester and my studies... and hope that this year would sail through nice and smoothly..
i had enough of this college.. just let me quickly finish and get out of this place ASAP!!!

my new college.. HELP @ FRASER in KL...
can't wait to go there, but seriously i still prefer this Klang campus.

thinking of going to a new place.. YES YES..
BUT
thinking of the long hours and far distance traveling.. NO NO
thinking of the cost of transport.. NO NO
thinking of the cost of living.. NO NO
thinking of the staying or traveling.. NO NO
thinking of the money i have to earn to sustain myself.. NO NO NO!!
thinking of waking up in the wee hours of morning.. NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!

there are pro's and con's.. but con's are MOREEEEE!!!
but what to do.. gonna move soon.. just the matter of time.. SHIT!

i wanted to stay there.. the money i earn now.. cannot afford to the rental
i wanted to travel, by car.. HELL NO!!
haven't even mention about the traffics!!! and the petrol!! and the toll!!!
taking the public transport.. it takes me around total at least 4 hours!! to go there and come back.. i will become a living zombie!! especially when taking the public transport during the peak hour... confirm GONE CASE!! TAPAU!!!
is either u got the chance to sit, or u got to stand until u reached your destination..
not to say about the squeezing and the "aroma" of it.. *yuck*!! big time!!

HOW LA HOW LA!!
Hailat already laaaaaaa!!

aiyoh!

should i cut my hair short again??? or should i keep it long???

TELL ME!!

Picture time!

Now i realise...
i got TOO many emo post.. haiz..
ok let me update SOME Happy Memories which i got with pics..

Grandmother's 80th Birthday Mass Celebration
Centro, The Palace

Cousins!

Cousins! + Old Women + Old Men
=FULL HOUSE

Judith's Birthday
Ju's MANSION!

POINT 3s!!

Taylors!

KTV session
Centro, Neway

Damn Syok Singing

HUC Ball- HMC Annual Dinner
Sheraton, KL

FUUH!!

Me and Jessie
Although I just know that she's just 1 year elder than me

HICT Marketing & Student Services Department
yeayea.. I'm the photographer

Kim Woon's Place!
Finally we were 'WELCOME' there :)

38s!

Shiau Leng's Birthday

Classmates, Course-mates, College-mates...
Chapalang Mix!

ECU Classmates + Course mates

JaYe's Birthday
Bandar Utama

Damn Pro Posers!!

Joanne and Stephanie in Klang
*MU Match


Michelle Lee's Birthday
Marco's Pizza, PJ

The GANG!!

they should win the Oscars

Our Kimmy is drinking HEINEKEN!
We know she love it :)

Michelle and Yee Jin's departure to Australia
KLIA

I know both of them is missing everyone already
WUAHAHA!!

Wondergirls.. I'm the Manager

Purposely i SMILE :)

PICTURE OF THE YEAR!!
thnx to Ju for the oranges she brought

Last group picture before leaving

HEHEHEHE!! this is forever 38 Yee Jin!
Although she's smiling,
but all of us know,
inside her heart,
she's crying already..
Right? JIN???

Hang Loong's Birthday

SMJK Kwang Hua!

FINALLY!

Cousins Night OUT!!
The Library, Curve

BOOYAH!!

that's all I can remember.. and have pictures with...
JU!! CAN U GIVE ME ALL THE PICTURES!! pls

I hate to disappoint people, but definitely I can say, I wish everything is in my control.

I look to you

As I lay me down
Heaven hear me now
I’m lost without a cause
After giving it my all

Winter storms have come
And darkened my sun
After all that I’ve been through
Who on earth can I turn to?

I look to you,
I look to you
After all my strength is gone
In you I can be strong
I look to you,
I look to you
And when melodies are gone In you I hear a song
I look to you

Have to lose my breath
There's no fighting left
Sinking to rise no more
Searching for that open door

And every road that I've taken
Led to my regret
And I don't know if I'm go'n make it
Nothing to do but lift my head

My levees are broken
My walls are coming down on me
My rain is falling
Defeat is calling
I need you to set me free
Take me far away from the battle
I need you
Shine on me

meaningful.

HighWays

Reflecting back, it sounds kind of weird, have to say that, or have to put in this way describing, in actuality, there is no words to describe how I feel. it is the mixture of stupidity, naive, stubbornness and... so hard to describe. I don't know what is the right word for it. Nobody knows but me.

All I am facing are all of my own deeds which resulted in today's consequences I'm facing. I have never blame anyone, all I blame was myself and me only. There was never a gun pointed at my head to do all these, I myself chose the way. Having to choose this "The Road Not Taken", it has been a wrong choice I've made in very first beginning. I did not put a barrier, gap or limit to it, instead, i put my everything into it, therefore, I now lost everything I've ever owned. I've been running away from this problem ever since I've realised it will happen, its just the matter of time, trying really hard to figure out, sort it out, solve it.. But I do wish everything was just as easy as just saying it. The fear, worries, denial is there, I have insomnia because of all these.

"Grace, you sure can wan"
"Grace, no problem wan"
"Grace very tough wan, so easily lam meh"
"Grace wor, sure can help u wan"
"Tell Grace, see if she can help you"

Hmph, all these sentence, 1 word, BULLSHIT! nonsense. Don't ever use these sentence on me, I would not feel flattered, I will feel its a mocking.

Today, I lose everything, includes my breathe. As surprise as I said, but I have give my all. All my strength is gone, as I am all alone. The road I've taken, the path I've stepped, the choice I've made, the trust I believe, the efforts I've put in, the people I've CHOSE to believe in, rely on, depend on, totally.. I can say it as a Fairytale but ends in the opposite direction.

Of course, many people will tell me, its just a ups and downs of life, but, have you ever have ur down of life? Do you know how it feels? it ain't easy, more difficult than you can ever imagine, making decisions that will affect your life forever. Now I treasure the phrase of "Prevent if better than cure", truly feel it.

One of Miley Cyrus's song, "The Climb", now I know this song is very meaningful and beautiful. Of course, hope that things will be as easy as you sing the song but sadly, No. You dont know what is waiting on the other side. There is always another mountain, keep the faith, there is always a uphill battle. Keep on moving, keep on climbing.. Its all about THE CLIMB.

Anyhow, life must go on, choice must be made, no matter what.

Regrets, I have. But there is no exemptions. Much more than this, I am going to do it MY WAY.

Omg! its been like 2 months I have not been posting anything up!!
Haiz, PC broke down for more than 4 months! that's the effect!!

Actually, I got so many things to share, but i just don't know where to start.....
Which one first? Good? Bad?

I am so so so gaining weight wei!! ready to KAM FEI man!!
mayb ask Ju to join me... HEHEHEHE...
just kidding la...

I've been working for the past 1 month, this work SUCKS like SUCKK!

F*! I need a life!

Ciaoz!

so many things to blog about...
but pc down...

really hope.. year 2010 would be great one..

but.. i know.. the next 2 days would b FANTASTIC!!!!!