aiyoh!

should i cut my hair short again??? or should i keep it long???

TELL ME!!

Picture time!

Now i realise...
i got TOO many emo post.. haiz..
ok let me update SOME Happy Memories which i got with pics..

Grandmother's 80th Birthday Mass Celebration
Centro, The Palace

Cousins!

Cousins! + Old Women + Old Men
=FULL HOUSE

Judith's Birthday
Ju's MANSION!

POINT 3s!!

Taylors!

KTV session
Centro, Neway

Damn Syok Singing

HUC Ball- HMC Annual Dinner
Sheraton, KL

FUUH!!

Me and Jessie
Although I just know that she's just 1 year elder than me

HICT Marketing & Student Services Department
yeayea.. I'm the photographer

Kim Woon's Place!
Finally we were 'WELCOME' there :)

38s!

Shiau Leng's Birthday

Classmates, Course-mates, College-mates...
Chapalang Mix!

ECU Classmates + Course mates

JaYe's Birthday
Bandar Utama

Damn Pro Posers!!

Joanne and Stephanie in Klang
*MU Match


Michelle Lee's Birthday
Marco's Pizza, PJ

The GANG!!

they should win the Oscars

Our Kimmy is drinking HEINEKEN!
We know she love it :)

Michelle and Yee Jin's departure to Australia
KLIA

I know both of them is missing everyone already
WUAHAHA!!

Wondergirls.. I'm the Manager

Purposely i SMILE :)

PICTURE OF THE YEAR!!
thnx to Ju for the oranges she brought

Last group picture before leaving

HEHEHEHE!! this is forever 38 Yee Jin!
Although she's smiling,
but all of us know,
inside her heart,
she's crying already..
Right? JIN???

Hang Loong's Birthday

SMJK Kwang Hua!

FINALLY!

Cousins Night OUT!!
The Library, Curve

BOOYAH!!

that's all I can remember.. and have pictures with...
JU!! CAN U GIVE ME ALL THE PICTURES!! pls

I hate to disappoint people, but definitely I can say, I wish everything is in my control.

I look to you

As I lay me down
Heaven hear me now
I’m lost without a cause
After giving it my all

Winter storms have come
And darkened my sun
After all that I’ve been through
Who on earth can I turn to?

I look to you,
I look to you
After all my strength is gone
In you I can be strong
I look to you,
I look to you
And when melodies are gone In you I hear a song
I look to you

Have to lose my breath
There's no fighting left
Sinking to rise no more
Searching for that open door

And every road that I've taken
Led to my regret
And I don't know if I'm go'n make it
Nothing to do but lift my head

My levees are broken
My walls are coming down on me
My rain is falling
Defeat is calling
I need you to set me free
Take me far away from the battle
I need you
Shine on me

meaningful.

HighWays

Reflecting back, it sounds kind of weird, have to say that, or have to put in this way describing, in actuality, there is no words to describe how I feel. it is the mixture of stupidity, naive, stubbornness and... so hard to describe. I don't know what is the right word for it. Nobody knows but me.

All I am facing are all of my own deeds which resulted in today's consequences I'm facing. I have never blame anyone, all I blame was myself and me only. There was never a gun pointed at my head to do all these, I myself chose the way. Having to choose this "The Road Not Taken", it has been a wrong choice I've made in very first beginning. I did not put a barrier, gap or limit to it, instead, i put my everything into it, therefore, I now lost everything I've ever owned. I've been running away from this problem ever since I've realised it will happen, its just the matter of time, trying really hard to figure out, sort it out, solve it.. But I do wish everything was just as easy as just saying it. The fear, worries, denial is there, I have insomnia because of all these.

"Grace, you sure can wan"
"Grace, no problem wan"
"Grace very tough wan, so easily lam meh"
"Grace wor, sure can help u wan"
"Tell Grace, see if she can help you"

Hmph, all these sentence, 1 word, BULLSHIT! nonsense. Don't ever use these sentence on me, I would not feel flattered, I will feel its a mocking.

Today, I lose everything, includes my breathe. As surprise as I said, but I have give my all. All my strength is gone, as I am all alone. The road I've taken, the path I've stepped, the choice I've made, the trust I believe, the efforts I've put in, the people I've CHOSE to believe in, rely on, depend on, totally.. I can say it as a Fairytale but ends in the opposite direction.

Of course, many people will tell me, its just a ups and downs of life, but, have you ever have ur down of life? Do you know how it feels? it ain't easy, more difficult than you can ever imagine, making decisions that will affect your life forever. Now I treasure the phrase of "Prevent if better than cure", truly feel it.

One of Miley Cyrus's song, "The Climb", now I know this song is very meaningful and beautiful. Of course, hope that things will be as easy as you sing the song but sadly, No. You dont know what is waiting on the other side. There is always another mountain, keep the faith, there is always a uphill battle. Keep on moving, keep on climbing.. Its all about THE CLIMB.

Anyhow, life must go on, choice must be made, no matter what.

Regrets, I have. But there is no exemptions. Much more than this, I am going to do it MY WAY.