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okays..
updates for the past few days...

on wednesday.. i was very happy and glad that...finally meet up with my beloved JMKJ..X the other M is missing... sad.. not really a great "ROYAL FAMILY REUNION"
did catch up a bit, went ice breaking in mcD with MADELINE and CHEE CHING with XIN YI while waiting for them to finish class..
after that madeline and chee ching went to lecture... but not the others, hmm.. very bad...
did visit jaye's new home... very "warm", comfortable, cosy and .. when u went in the room u can just feel the "love" la... hahaha!!! if u know what i mean..heeheehee!!!
after that i did meet my beloved cute sexy adorable pretty and "missing classes" MELINDA.C..

i've think of one thing.. MELINDA.C is hotter than the spice girl's MEL.C
she can really talk like and M.C
his dad works for MCa
i think when she went out to work.. she will take a lot of MC
coz the way she go to college shows it all...
and i think her company will be the most successful PR company is the whole world..
naming her company M.C SDN. BHD.

~grace.G~

had lunch with her.. and then way she off to another destination to meet her gang.. hmm.. still happening as ever...
i was in subang until about 6 sumthing after that went bah kut teh with jaye... ya.. the bah kut teh in MY place...

Friday i suppose to go for the orientation, but i did not go coz.. i know it will be damn BORED!!! and we have to wear the school t-shirt.. and it is even more ugly then the taylors wan... so its a NO NO NO!!!

OK, about my college.. i mean uni..wow sounds so.. "wah"
actually its 2 thumbs DOWN... so is BOOOOO!!!
lets talk about my new life here...
erm...

the WHOLE INTAKE has only 6 HUMAN..
the school aircond is freaking COLD!! like having class in freezer!!
MEL!!! i need my SWEATER back!!!! ok..
for the first time i had BACKACHE!!! because of the stupid chair that is real uncomfy!!!
i only OPEN MY MOUTH when i YAWN!!!
i only SPEAK when i answer question...
ya.. so great...now it actually rains everyday...
and,
i WENT HOME STRAIGHT after class... ya, home... jesus christ!!
there is NO ENTERTAIMENT at all!!!
all of us are TOO SHY to talk to each other...
oh god!! and it has freaking 1 FLOOR...
and the classroom is like the combination of taylor's male and female RELIEF POINT !!!
wow!! so big!!!! everywhere is so freaky..

ok, lets stop complaining about the facilities... i mean what can i expect more.. geez..
lets talk about the lecturer, i was amazed by the quality of lecturer, and they are good...and friendly
ok,
finance lecturer- young, somehow cute, and she makes the class interesting.. a bit boring
econs lecturer- she is friendly but she likes to make simple thing complicated... her class the the most boring of all...now i miss mr.andrew...
accts lecturer- he is quite sissy, like mr.andrew la!! hahah!!! his class is also boring!!
business edge lecturer- he is the best coz his class is interesting, i always awaits his class to come.. he is funny and he is sometimes weird.. he makes everyone talks and we might be having our next class by next month in starbucks!! haahaa!!! cooooool!!!!

oh my god!!! i've gain weight!!!!! gotta lose some before.... i duno..
ok.. now i do realise that i really gotta buy some new clothes coz.. i actually got ntg to wear!!!
geez... anyone?? shopping?? no money!!! me better go dream!!! TKK la!!!

oh ya!! today YUKIKO actually called me up!!! from australia!!! me happpy sgt!!!
hey, sorry ya, i was sound sleeping and was very surprise...
if u all wanna know.. she is enjoying her life and uni there... good luck my fren...

i got and interview on monday about the scholarship... so people.. wish me luck..
omg.. monday start class again... and i cant believe i say this..
I DON'T WANNA GO SCHOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

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ok.. today was the 1st day to the HELP international college of technology..

Q:how's college?
A: okok... below average.. taylors is millions time better..

Q:how's the toilet?
A: i still got no idea where it is..

Q:how's the lecturer?
A: my business edge lecturer is funny, outspoken...but somehow stupid.. but he morning calls student... thats real cool... we might call him uncle victor.. he is darn friendly
accts was quite bored...

Q:meet any new fren?
A:nop.. coz i'm shy... heehee... seriious laaa...

Q:how's ur loan and all those stuff??
A: it is so complicated.. if u want to noe.. i have to explain to u... one on one.. but better not la.. coz.. u will be so bored...

ok.. now only i know that my course is an external course..
means all my assignment and exams got to be "export" to australia for the lecturer there to mark...
and my presentations will be recorded to be "export" to them for evaluation..
wow!! is it a good or bad thing?
omg!! i'm eating lunch alone!!!! omg!!!!

all the loan thing is really fed-ding me up la... it is so like complicated...
before i get the loan and scholarship thingi...
my dad has to pay for the 1st sem and of course i will give him back after i got all those those.. but..he sooooo reluctant... and really giving me the feeling like i m going to persuade him to invest into "skim cepat kaya"..i mean fake investment la... omg!! i jusy hate it la..
and of course, he's not paying my fees and is like lifting a big burden out of him and still when i ask for my allowance and he is like giving nonsence and talk as if he should not give me a penny coz he dun wan me to continue business...
wth!! he is acting like i jus did rob a bank!!! shit hell i duno how to explain also...

but my timetable is quite rush.. 4 hours straight without break...
monday to thursday -- 9am till 1pm
but thursday-- 9.30am till 1.30pm
friday-- off

ok.. i cant wait for wednesday and thursday coz i'm meeting the GANG!!! hahahah!!!!

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ok.. tommorow i got class at 9a.m..
there goes the start of my degree...
its so fast, now i don't feel like going to college...
its like mimpi... yesterday i was so devastated.. tommorow, i'm going to college...
i think time really flies..

the time table is really weird.. its the 1st week and i already have lecture and tutorial...
sumore 2 hours tutorial... jus like foundation... when i see the others and mine.. mine is like so weird... got tutorial class wan wor... hmmmm...
duno lah!! dun care...
now i'm worried is that i don't know how many ppl are there to attend the ECU programme..
coz it is the 1st time ECU join venture into malaysia college.. so... i duno lah...

and ya..my previous tuition teacher who teaches me accounts when i'm in form 4 and 5...
is teaching me again now in hict.. coz he's the lecturer there... so... haiz... same face again.. hope he wont call me like how mr.andrew did.. hahaha... in LT1.. hehehehe... hope i wont feel asleep also... and I HAVE NO ONE TO CRAP WITH!!!! WTF!!!! MEANS I WILL BE SITTING IN THE LECTURE HALL.. LISTENING TO THE LECTURER TALKING!!!!! OH F*********** .. this is real serious problem!!
remind me to buy sweets... ergh!!!!! can bring psp to go play...
OMG!!! SERIOUS PROBLEM!!!! WHO I'M GOING TO HAVE LUNCH WITH!!!!
and my class always end at 1pm.. except friday.. i got no class..duno is good or not...

ok... not gonna make a fuss about that... but.. i'm scared of being lonely... ohhh... shit....
i really don't know how to explain to my dad about the scholarship and the loan...
like a monkey talking to a chimpanzee... i also duno how to explain la..
and now i know that we really have communication problem... a serious one...
ok.. forget bout that... don't want that stupid prob to effect my mood..

so... i am so not ready for tommorow... its like 1st day to school for the primary 1 kids..
a lot of thing just running thru my head... ya.. like obama running for the president...
very fan ah...


wish me luck people... nitez..

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ok..
after i crack my head for so long.. and i have depressed and stressed for so freaking long..
where it has also effect my mood on getting in our national election...

and i've decided, to turn to my last resort..
that is the infamous PTPTN loan... where it is applicable to anyone
to continue my studies in very infamous HELP international college of technology...
geez.. i''m pathetic... but!
i feel very lucky and really feel very grateful MS.WONG, the ECU programme director coz she helped me out in getting the KLANG COMMUNITY SCHOLARSHIP.. which it will pay half of my tuition fees.. and she's giving me a 2nd chance, also trust me.. *SOBS

and its a relieve, and the rest i will pay the rest with the PTPTN loan...
and there is so much i have to do.. such as going to the bank..and etc..
i really have no idea on i will have to borrow ptptn loan.. geez.. things cant be predicted rit??
today.. i go apply everything and.. ya.. now it still goes well.. hope it goes well after that...

after that, i do feel quite relieve... and went pyramid shopping with QUEEN YING...
at last... then balik rumah after "strolling" around pyramid...
k lah.. i promise u..one day... i'll buy u the guess bag and purse for u la.. ok?? =)
but there are still a lot of things that running in my head, some doubt, worries and its not a good feeling... geez..

ok, next monday.. mean 2 days 1 day later..i'm going to start class... and today i just apply..
i m so last minute.. guess this i cant really changed...
jus like when foundation year, i was late 1 week and sunday i register, the next day, i go college..
i hope i can meet a friendly fren like mich la... really.. coz i m shy...haahaahaa!!!!
coz i'm not really good at meeting new ppl.. and i hope i'm not the one who ice breaks 1st.. i'm so no good at it...

*sigh* i really doubt i will be happy there... coz its only 1 freaking floooooor!!!!
worst than adp!!! omg!! how am i gonna survive!!! only cybers cafe for entertainment!!!
tiu tiu tiu tiu!!!!!
and sumore i have to retake stats in taylor's... MEANS...
i m so gonna be superwoman!!!! or ironwoman!!!!!!!!!!!
HAIZ.. tak han sei mge tak han peng..

but at least now, i can continue my studies..
although i might be look down by my own parents and also my own relative..
or always being scolded and nagged... but i dun care anymore..
i'm so gonna fuck them up if they started.. coz i can stand no more!!
no more unreasonable!!! no more!!!!
they try me.. then i will let them try..
home will just gonna be my hse where i eat and sleep if all these unreasonable fucking nonsense keep going in!!! i did that once and i can do it twice..

ok, now i am so not ready for the new school and new life here... where i m really bearing the responsibilities coz i'm taking loan..but the best is.. i'm gonna have my MONEY!!!! pocket money has been stopped supplied to me since last year... *sigh*.... and i got the scholarship interview next week.. so wish me luck...

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

oK...
JMMKJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ATTENTION!!!!!!!!
NEXT WEEK I WILL DATE U ALLLLLLLLLL!!!!
better be ready for ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF NOT!! I WILL HUG KISS AND LICKKKK U ALL
UNTIL U ALL FEEL LIKE U'RE TAKING A BATH!!!!!

GRACE GAN
DAH KEMBALI!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

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ok.. suddenly after i bath.. 2 minutes later..
eyo called... then 5 minutes later...
followed jason's car to zouk.... to attend L'OREAL STAR SEARCH
very farney.. but free ticket.. then go lor..

me, cheryl, boon chiew, jason, banana, jian nan went there to support our fren kah yunn...
but kesian la.. eyo and ee ling was there at 5 sumthing and we reach there at 9 sumthing...
hahahaha... kelian.. but nvrmind la... they go "pak to" 1st.. heehee
ya.. she's one of the finalist of the competition..
but.. tooo bad.. she din won..
the whole thing was boring also la..
some of my frens went back before the event finish, imagine how bored is that...
haaahaaahaaa....

erm, after the event,, we plan to go maison, reach there, seems like so little ppl...
then change plan again, we went barcelona..
but, cannot say we la, coz i did not follow them there...
coz yesterday i jus went... tong's birthday ma... VVIP room.. quite nice la...
i followed eyo's car home at 12.3oam ..see.. i am a changed person..*ahem*
i'm serious ok...

*sigh* no pics coz no camera... me so kelian...

but..before that

HUA HONG!!!!!!!!!! HAPPPPPPPPPPY BIRRRTTTHDDAAYYYYY!!!!!!

hehehehe.... not too late rit... really wanted to go celebrate with u guys.. but... erm... hehehe... u all din tel earlier... sorry lo... next year lah!!!! haaahaaa... tak da pic u la... so...

i give u... a picture of ur favourite dolphin


a brithday cake...
its from the heart.. secara ikhlas.. ;)