i did quite relieve though.. just that i have never been that really into the studying before....
even my dad oso cannot believe that i am actually in the library.... shit him...
okok... i also don't know why...
even exam finish already but i don't feel any kind of relieve and any kind of feeling of like can relax a bit.... i think is because of i still have a lot assignment to do ... and i haven't even touch them... ok.. i think i will finish them up a.s.a.p...
well, i did screw up most of my subjects.... and really feel worried about it..
today after my moral and my bma mid sem.. together we went to neway karaoke to sing and to relieve.... the food really sucks... so i do prefer the pyramid red box... although i dont really like to go... i will still join the crowd...after that then we just all go home lo..
judith went to jaye's place... mel,joey,will,myera,carmen and others all went home already.... me and kim woon damn lonely in m floor... my computer spoil already.. so blog now lah... stil got lotz of time... i dont know what kimmy doing lah....
*miss pang,ntg happen ok!!!! dont go and do stupid things.. really... ntg.... I'm fine,serious*
as far as i know.. i always think that when u know how to struggle, means u know how to care for that something... when u know what is the meaning of die and feel or even experience it before.. u will know how to live and learn how to live meaning-fully.... when u know what is black an white.. u will know what is right and wrong, u will know what is bad and good... and then automatically u will be more mature without u realising... when u know learn to be more self conscious.. then u will know your own good and bad... so does u will realise other people's too... for what and how people treat you, comment you, gossip you, scold you, critics you... and etc..
people should learn from them instead of letting go as if it is we our own is always right...
human can't always be happy and down... as far as everyone know that there is ups and down in every person's life.. but do they really know how to cope with it??? no matter is good or not, life has to go on,the best way is just forget.. ok??? will you share problems with others or will you keep it to their own?? and one of the problem is that could you find a person who you can really fully trust and share all of your things with??? finding this friend is the hardest thing of all, this friend may exist in your life, but there is also possibility that this friend, you will never find in your whole entire life.. its true.. anyone who is torturing your eyes to read this...why don't you all try to think.. have you found one?? or, you have found this person?? if you have already, then i shall say congratulation... in my case, i thought i have found, but every time i think that, there will always be something that will really change my mind... at last.. the answer is always negative. when we say about family, i really adore those that have really close relationship with their family.. because i don't have..you can have a good thing, news or something to share, but who you want to share with?? why don't i ask you something..when u start a relationship with someone, do you really like him/her?? or even love her/him?? is him/her is just a thing you need only when you feel lonely...there is a reminder i wish to give to one of my friend.."please i beg you, don't be too over obses with all those love love thing,you will be the one who hurt the most.. take in this advise or not is up to you..
i am really serious this time.... forgive and forget is thing that make peace in this world... as a person, u may forgive but there is a 99% that it is very impossible for you to forget. unless you sudden lost memory.. you will remember until to your last day you live. people may hurt your feeling, people may just do things and may offended you or the other way round you or me may just do something and offended someone intentionally or accidentally....forgive is a must.. and get on with our life...being optimistic is quite a very hard thing to do,its not that u want it then it will happen... it is your determination....and your strength... life has to go on... go on with it strongly..whether you like it or not... loneliness always happen... but what can we do???
all we can do is just get our life rocking and make it a good one.
letting go is the best action you may ever take =)
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