picture shows tons of meaning...

picture speaks a thousand words...

my words..

茫茫人海 相识相遇 是缘是梦?
冥冥之中 相知相牵 是梦是幻？

于是生活中多了一位真诚的朋友

多了一位朋友
少了一份寂寞
多了一份微笑

少了一份孤独
多了一份祝福

少了一份忧愁
多了一份快乐

少了一份虚假
多了一份真诚

有了这份真心祝福
生活便会温馨甜蜜

有了这份真诚祝愿
事业将会一帆风顺

有了这份甜美祝福
身体将会健康长寿

朋友：不要忘了我的祝福！


i can never agree more with mich...
mich says : maturity does not grow with age...
continue by : but it grows in PAIN...
I say: Can never agree more.. *nod nod*

it starts again.. teach me what to do T.T

now i do understand why people always said,

"woman always speaks the otherwise from their heart"

yea, whenever i feel down with something personal, i will say "F* it la!" "i don't care la" "not my problem" "y should i be so stupid" "don't bother" "whatever la!"

but actually i do care, and i care a lot.. i feel damn depressed whenever i think about it.. and i keeps appearing on my mind, the more i don't wanna care, the more it flashes back, everything and everywhere, there's memory.. i will just automatically think about it.. and sometimes, i will become so so sensitive...

November 2nd, the most depressed day of my life... the start of a emotion torturing life..

well, i need to really apologize to my mom coz sometimes memories reflects back, i get really really moody, my temper is way OUT! sigh

i need a getaway! but i am in debt, can't afford to go far away, i really really wanted to go to langkawi with Ju and the gang.. i wanna follow richard to pangkor.. i wanna follow ckk to bali.. i wanna go singapore to meet up my cousins.. i wanna go back to redang! but my pocket is severely bleeding already.. and i need a job to pay my fees..

i sleep 12 hours a day, but still i'm very very tired..
smile and laugh is what i used to do everyday, used to do...
every simple thing i do i get satisfaction, i feel happy.. even now i won the snooker game by 40 points, i don't feel anything..

i need n*******e..

let it be...
let it bee...
let it beeee...
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let it beeeeee...

speaking word of wisdom..

let it beeeeeeee...