Saturday, February 9, 2008

fear... anger... hatred... cowardness.....

today..now.. just now.. i just check my results...
and what i can say is numerical subjects has fuck-up my life!
it is so suck until i hope its like...
this "thing" is a human.. and i will jus stabbed the jackass to death..
i will watch it bleeeed... and put salt on its wound...
and beg for my mercy!
or i can jus hit and whack and spank it or even just slit the throat with a weapon like a professional killer!!
not only it ruin my life.. but really.. my future...
my life is so fucking suck and it is jus suck like it has never been this suck before...
my future... my future plans of "better"... totally gone...
i can't demand anymore...
but only listen and obey...
i can never be the " me" again..
never...

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