SOMETHING!

last week, everything assignment was passed up...
but that is no sign of relieve to me because all this while, i've been busy with other things, got to admit that i have somehow neglected my studies..

i really miss those time where me and my friends are always together doing all sort of things.. even just yum cha session but we already have a great time..
things change.. people change.. environment change.. friends change.. love ones change.. even the closest to you change..everything change

if u're up to date on my matters.. then u should know i'm currently running for the president for student council..
of course, in the beginning, sure la beria-ia, but then, some problems begin to settle down and finally i began reflecting and thinking of all those things had happen..
i did ask myself - "why are u doing all these? just for the sake of filling your 'empty spaces'? do people appreciate what you do? are u a fool doing all these? changes, yes, we need to change but how much can i do in such a college? a leader, am i still capable of doing it? sometimes i feel its better for me to just follow orders, kissing my boss's ass and climb up the ladder than wanted to do something where i must protect myself from being 'killed' every single day.

it aint easy for me to reach 'here' and 'now'.. also now i cant and cannot afford to turn back.. i cant just keep quiet because i know by doing that the 'assasins' can easily get their job done..
sometimes i feel like giving up with the 'i don know and i don care' attitude, but i just cant do it..
some matters, i am so personally attach till i forget i'm a student! for god sakes!

i do have experience, no matter how much i do, how much i sacrifice, how much time i've put on, how much efforts i put in, still i cant change THE thing..

well, after so much things, i really learn a lot of things.. the experience is remarkable, i've meet the "big" people, also i've meet capable and amazing people.. not only nice but.. i also duno how to say.. i would say its a blessing from god to let me know those people..
on the other hand, i've meet terrible people.. seriously horrible.. no words can describe how typical stupid and idiotic! they are so self-centered till even a passerby would spit on them when they walk by.. thats life..

sometimes i also feel very very tired.. my life just black and white...if not about this.. then is about that.. just a or b.. i feel so sick with it.. i go to college, go class, lepak at mkt, have lunch, go lim teh.. then go dinner with the rest.. go home, sleep.. then i repeat the same thing for the next 1864638368 days..nothing productive.. i need a LIFE man..

what i feel now is.. there is SOMETHING missing.. but i dont know what is that... haiz

i went to HUC today with kazi and shafaraz to send her things to ms.kath .. omg! her room has shrink to just a quarter from her room here! but, there is more peaceful and she's loving it.. we've miss her presence here though... then always we'll go either makan or drink.. supposingly she follow us back to klang manatau boss panggil.. haha.. we had a good time in the car and the front bumper coming out.. and also helped to remove the furniture s with the stacks of files whre the chair has been the joke of the day.. LOLS!
so we drop eugene off and balik..
yea.. this is the only thing i did can be defined as "productive" today ><"

GOD HELP ME! *emo*
GOD BLESS ME! *faint*

tired..

never thought people can be so unpredictable
well, at least better to know now than never..
i've learn alot..
thanks to those typical people..
sometimes..
i am so tired..
but i have never regretted to be part of it..

i'm missing someone.. but i don't know who is the one..
haha!! *random*

DAORAE, Mont Kiara

my family and relatives went to have to korean BBQ dinner in mont kiara.. DAORAE..
yea.. so random...
so... we went.. yes...
the kids were so excited about this place is famous because popular korean singers came here to have dinner before such as... DBSK, Rain.. and etc...
they were damn excited! ><"

*cut* pictures time

the environment was nice

this is THE BEST thing to eat!

yups... we met Lee Chong Wei.. the world No.1 badminton player...

the orang tuaS!! haha!! din know my mom was such a poser ><""""

my bro, wen and ni

???

omg!! y is why the hell is everything is happening in such a badddddd timing!!
aiyoooooooo!!!!
tao tia la!! ADUHAIIIIIIIII!!!!

gosh this week and next week.. all my assignments is gonna due..
at the same time!
student council campaign is going on! i cant afford to lose!!!

then, i'm having my finals at the first week of JUNE!!
oMGGGG!! fcuk laaaaaaaa!!!
i need to start studying, doing assignments, run for the president, prepare my team, campaigning, preparing my speech, BES presentation, run the council, and run one event!!
luckily a few things before that i've done...
plz hail my aSS!!!

i'm going SOT!!!!!!!!!!!!

but..
everytime i'm at college...
i know i got a lot of thing to do...
but..
at the end..
i still do nothing..
seriouslly..
even i'm in college at college until like 7 or 8pm...
I NEED THE ADRENALIN!!!!!!!!!
GIVE ME THE BLADDY DARN "KAN CHIONG-NESS!!!!!"
*SHIT*

ECU lunch

the ECU students had lunch with Ms.Katherine and Mr.Victor last week...
we wanted to treat them a meal because they have helped us so much...
as a sign of appreciation, i think thats what students can do..
we had our lunch at Mun Siang Lou.. the food was not bad..

Then, we had a little performance since in her room we had guitar and piano.. haha!!

Ruby solo!

Matthew solo!

Danny solo!

YAY!

haiz.. why dont things just come in a ways thats predicted?
tired..