I MISS 2007!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just now, i suddenly miss point three so damn muchhh!!
some of my classmates are PATHETIC!!! now i feel irritated!!
errrghhh!

hmm.. sometimes i feel like closing my eyes and don care about what is happening...
i want to be in my own world like how cheng always do...
haiz.. just cant do it.. can someone slap me and wake me up!
lols..
my english very cha meh??!

have u ever look into the mirror and ask yourself, "who are you, what are you doing".

if i was given a chance to emend things, i would say 'no' because i have not regretted on what I've did and faced.

who can 'colour' me? because now only i realize, i really suck in colouring :(



listening to- everything- by lifehouse

random.

KLIA, bye shamroz

ok..
it was THE DAY for shamroz to say goodbye to malaysia and hello dubai..
we miss him already..

shamroz, me and mr.victor


In the airport

shamroz and Ms.Katherine
(i miss burger king tooo!)

oxygen session :)
left: martin, eugene, owais, lynda, sufyian

checkinnnnggg in

group picture before CIAO!
ohh.. shamroz is about to cry
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crying session
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hugging session
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more hugging
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saying 'bye bye' session.
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then

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bye *sobs*

yesterday i went Penang along with Ms.Katherine and Puan Aini...
aiyo.. makan and makan and makan.. really bloated man.. imagine if we go stay over.. i will be really putting on weight man! haha! but it was fun.. and 1 thing bad is.. i cant get enough 'oxygen', sumore they dont like it.. when i'm back in klang sitting in the mamak with ann and jason.. i just have it continuosly.. god! i have to stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mayb next year's resolution*wink*

...............good time is about to end...........................

here come the problemss
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i really thought my ptptn issue are all sorted out..
but! its not :(
the completion of foundation cert is giving me a headache...
i did not finish my foundation in taylors.. then i did my last subject in hict..
the NOW!
both sides cant give me the cert..

if i cant get the cert.. i cant get my ptptn loan...
if i cant get my ptptn loan... i cant get my money..
if i cant get my money... i am soooooo dead!

why is so many stupid things is happening to meeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
one after another!!
damnnnn! sohai!! arrgh!!

Tarbush, Sunway Pyramid

wooo... there is so much thing happening.. and i dont know where to starttt....
hmm..

WELL... starting with our dinner in Tarbush, Sunway Pyramid..also a farewell dinner to shamroz before he go back to Dubai, with authentic middle eastern food.. oo.. the food taste gooooood...

we really have a good time..
me, katherine, eugene, victor, owais, lynda, martin, sufyian, mizan, francis, eric and shamroz!

the 2 "drug" addicts
martin and sufyian

the environment is good

fuuuh.. mizan

lynda is having a good timee

all of us :)

eric, mizan and owais

oh god! see how much shamroz enjoy his sisha!

the star of the night

sufyian and eugene

martin, shamroz and lynda

from right: kathrine and victor

aiyo.. victor.. also one hell of a funny fellow

well, we really enjoy the food there..


also, last week, we had a economics seminar in HUC damansara,
the talk was sooo bored!!
yea.... i slept almost the whole talk...
then we go visit kath's new office! its way smaller than her old one but comfortable..





haiz, so many things happen till i dont know how to describe... lols
all i can say is i'm STUCKed!

mahai.. y all this things happen to me..
just let me study and get my ass off to work field!
=(

sigh

today we had a chat...
disappointment on mr.victor towards my slumberness is making me very very stress..
i respect him a lot.. and i dont want to disappoint him..
just that.. haiz
i wanted to win of course..
but..
the feeling is just not there...
if i lose.. i know i will disappoint a lot of people.. after of all what i've did.. i know i shouldn't give up but... *sigh*

when ppl get tired.. they'll just go home and rest.. and do whatever they want to relax
BUT
i just cant find peace in my own bladdy house..
i just dont call that my home.. i just call that a place whre i sleep..
its damn irritating and annoying when do this also canot do that also canot..
people getting old are getting crazier.. fucking hate their attitude..
i just wanna do.. give him a big slap of the face and tell him
"mahai! u old man! i don give a fuck on what u wanna do.. u dont touch me i dont touch u.. now u will got a little bit respect for u and don lose it.. if u're too free and want to control things.. go get a dog!"


i think i need a hotel
zzz



GOD! i need to go to motivation camp ><"

i'm so tired but i cant sleep
i'm so worn out but i look so fresh
i'm so fed up but i still go on
i'm so close to winning but i nearly gave up
i'm so close to going crazy but still i'm very normal
i'm so close to come to fight but i'm in control
i'm so wanna bash them up but i know i cant do that
i'm so wanna sleep but i my eyes cant close
i'm so wanna shut down my brain but it just keep going
i'm so sick with them but still i have to bear with it
i'm so wanna puke but nothing is coming out
i'm so willing to sacrifice but dont know whether its worth it
i'm so going to let everything go but i know its impossible for me to do it
i'm so close to victory but i will only know the results in less than 24 hours ><""