i cant explain more... but do wish me luck
*cross finger*

satisfying day :)

today at 12pm.. all the 11 students went to meet up with Dato paul chan...
in the end.. we are very happy about everything!!
finally all our concerns were answered!!
we are very very very thankful to dato as without him.. we will still in hot water...
thank you a million times for putting trust on us..
today i took the "sniper" and shot all those should be punished with capital punishment..
hmm.. now i'm rather busy nowadays with all those activities coming on..

i seriouslly pray to god.. plz don transfer her out.. if not.. we'll be in deep shit..
the only person that is capable is just her..
we really cannot afford to lose her... hope cM will do the right decision..

haiz.. tomorrow will be a long day..
wish me luck people..
ciao!

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its been 5 months already..
few weeks ago.. finally the college gave in.. and agreed to sort out things in our way but still with conditions.. therefore.. i totally object with it..
i've been asking the students to stay united no matter as a sign of strength no matter how the other people might manipulate us...
tomorrow will be one of the most important day to me and my fellow coursemates because will be meeting the chairman...we have to really grab the chance to spit out everything that we are not happy about.. must be short, brief but must be the complete picture of everything.. if i were the one talking.. of course no problem la.. but now.. everyone has to talk.. and i really need to guide them one by one so that there will be no errors...

well, besides that, there is also other issue going on.. its just hard to type out in words..
but blehhh... damn tired already with all these..
but in a other way....
i learn a lot of things... in real life! it is happening now! i am learning while it is happening.. and that is a advantage on a students while still studying..
i can see the real "snakes"
i can see real good samaritans.. got in trouble because they are doing their jobs
i can see the real "conflict"
i came to know what is really going on to the business world..
what we always see in the drama or movie... they will say.. in the business world.. no one is the forever enemy or friends.. now, i totally agree to it.. we must always the unexpected to happen to us no matter what..

today i spoke to my friends..
he said i've put my personal attachment into those matter..
and now i'm thinking twice.. its rather true though..
i think what my weakness is,
when a person treats me good or when a person helps me a lot...
i will do anything for him/her, physically or personally
espeacially when after helping they get into trouble...
even if they are just doing what they supposed to do.. or "duty"
still i will feel the guilt inside me..
without me realise, i did put some personal feelings and opinion on some decisions i make..
but it is of course anyhow the decision, it will definitely be the benefits of students..

besides, dont judge a person by its cover, i can say it is absolutely true, well i also can say sometimes there are people who is totally opposite from they look and their attitude..
one can be fierce at times or the facial expression is always in serious mode.. but that person can be totally nice and kind.. will help as much as he/she can.. like a GEM!
on the other hand, a person might look nice and kind, they can speak very well in english.. but in the end that person is a DEVIL inside the skin of the human flesh.. in front of god, he will speak like a angel, in front of the devil, he will speak nasty, and this is one of the most important lessons i learnt all along..

along this matther, i've known what i am suppose to know just to handle things well,
i've also known things that i shouldnt have know, just to keep to myself only..
i've seen true colours of a person which is totally unexpectable
of course there is friends whom they always advice me not to get too involved..
but somehow.. they have to understand.. if i don stand up and speak.. no one will..
when i take up this role.. there is no turning back for me..
if i have stand still.. if i fall back.. everything will turn really ugly tremendously..
if i jump to adp.. and leave things behind to the other ecu students.. it will show how irresponsible person i am..

today around 1 i had a lunch with my lecturer, straight we come to a point where we decided to reform the student council in our college..
so its been a day for me running around to sign the petition to give it to SSD within today or tomorrow.. so i did it... i got 100 names in 3 hours time.. i think it is time to show some "customer's right" and some student power to all those bastards..

hmm... tomorrow i'm gonna meet all of the people up and discuss their "perwatakan"
stress...
now.. i do hope that she will not be transfered.. pray to god by all means...
i seriouslly don't know what to do without her...

MAPCU-MQA HIGHER EDUCATION FAIR 2009

yups!
our college is the organiser for this edu fair this year...
its called MAPCU-MQA higher education fair, in PWTC...
from 11am till 7pm
well, if u see the news on Bernama TV , newpapers or radio station.. u shall heard about this event..

on the first day i woke up on 7am in the morning and reach PWTC at around 9...
we have to be there early on the 1st day because there is a lot of preparation to do as the VIPs and the VVIPs are all coming...
all of us were damn stress!
our boss a.k.a Mama(the mkt ppl come out with this name hahaha!!) was so stress and so worried about us whether we are doing things perfectly.. she cant even sit down.. HAHAHA!!!

DAY 1

Before we leave for PWTC

preparations!!

the red armies!!
ready to "CHIONG AHH!!"

me and tashina was the usherer for the day, owais was the MC, Jonathan in charge of all in lobby.. frankly speaking, everything needs to be in perfect order

i'm so proud i'm one of them



the 2 bossES!!

i was also busy though..
my hp credit can just finish like *poop*!! gone!

Mama in pink.. make sure everything is in order

Mama receiving the certificates on behalf of HELP group

all the VVVVVVIPs



then, we have the press conference..
this time.. we can relax a bit

the 3 main watak utama..

imagine i was talking and these reporters are there..
FUUHH!!

Mr.Jonathan..
see his face of "relax a bit"

of course, we have our free lunch

then after the press conference and meal..
me and abu was the "body guard" for the VIPs..
i wore my heels.. and its like the skin of my leg is coming off!! ouch!!
we follow them everywhere until they went off..
after all the vips ciao.. it is really a relieve

WELCOME!!
y YOU din come!!

our booth

Danny, zech,shereen and *i forgot his name*
haha!!

Hitz FM crew was here..

Adam C

Adam C with the girls!

me and zech

zech and willy


after Day 1, we went to have dinner in Asia Cafe!

Owais, he is forever ready for pics!

martin, matthew and shafi

of course before we ciao, we take the group picture!!

TAKE 1!!

TAKE 2!!

TAKE 3!!




Day 2
we have a tiring day on the 1st day...
so we went to PWTC around 10am

the MAPCU booth..waiting for the aunty in charge to come! wth

go WILLLY the whale!!

Mama and the girls with one the MY FM dj..
but i don know what is her name

the red turn black armies!

aiyoo!! Jonathan.. u fail in model pose la!! tsk tsk

willy is happy because he is saved!!


group picture!!!

TAKE 1!!

TAKE 2!!

TAKE 3!!

finally everything is DONE!!! =)


OF COURSE,
not forgetting our dinner..
we had it in Bondi Beach, The Curve
a lot of the others went back klang straight..
so dinner was just
me,mama, eugene, owais,victor,martin,willy,abu,tashina,guru,zech, karan, jonathan

ms.katherine, eugene and owais

tashina, me and willy

eugene, owais and jonathan

the gays.. zech and abu

guru just cant stop posing

eugene,
the one behind this successful edu fair besides mama


u know..
in this world,
there is 1 kind of guys which they can talk without using BRAINS!!
and boost using super big MICROPHONES!!
in the end which we can see him as
LOSERR!!

this is karan, he say he drinks beer everynight..
he say he is veryyy good!!
so, he kept drinking.. quite fast though
before his food comes, he had finish around 3 cups..

and then in the end..
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he was down with 3 cups of beer...
start puking straight after he had his food..
he did not even finish his food..
what a waste
then he cant even walk till he have to sleep there..
tsk tsk.. haiz
kanak kanak.. don lah show off!!
what is so "cool" about that??

he sooo deserve it man!
anyhow all of us had a good laugh on him that night!!

victor and us!! thanks for the jugs beers!!

hmmm.... the dinner was really great.. haha!!

well matthew.. u miss it.. hahaha!!
not much picture were taken because we got no time for that..
although we had 2 tiring day.. but still all of us are very happy and really got the satisfaction out of this edu fair.. we are very happy working with the mkt people..
of course i also learn a lot of thing because this is also my first time working in edu fair..
haha!! and 2 days just passed by in a blink of an eye!

well, luckily today i got no class.. haha!!
i had the most comfortable night yesterday and also the earliest to sleep that day, hahaha!!

its worth all the tiredness after all :)

oh god! tomorrow i've got to do the meetings again.. geez.. really duno when it is going to end.. haiz

i just had a wonderful dinner with Mr.Victor, Ms. Katherine, martin, owais, eugene, matthew and valerie.. we talk a lot as all of us are from the college.. i do enjoy it as all of them are very very friendly and somehow i do learn a lot of things from them..
of course i show deepest appreciation to the both that has helped a lot in problems that seems "unlogical" to settle..

then i came back..
there my sister goes with the joint account thing again..
fucking make my veins turn green!
i was damn furious!! i just explode!
i mean i told them a gazillion time already.. steady and firm on my decision that i don't want to joint my ptptn account with her.. they are still talking about it as if dont they understand english..
if course i have my reasonnot to joint..
which mainly because my working pay is also banking into this account..
then she said ask me open another account.. Fuck la.. i'm not that free
another thing is of course i will not spend my fees money.. if not how am i suppose to pay my fees.. then they also start talking cock there... what i want to do with the extra money is my problem.. but the fees money i will never touch it
of course they will always ugut me saying that..
"if u want us to pay for u 1st when the college want you to pay before the ptptn comes.. we wont borrow u any money"
FUCK them la.. they are the one who doesnt want to come up with the money to let me continue my studies.. that is why i HAVE to borrow loans.. cb!
if not i wont be so pek cik everyday have to settle this problem with all those snake head pig brain people in the college..
i tel u.. confirm on saturday when i go to my grandma's house... when all the aunties is there...
i sure kena lecture until.. i cry also no use
what i face no one will know as i dont tell.. everyday i have to meet those useless people or write this or that.. making my life so miserable!!
but also there a good thing.. that is i'm able to meet capable and nice people.. besides i also learn quite a lot of thing from it... i know well about few kinds of things.. haha

there is already so many problems in college.. come back home.. they just want to argue useless things..
sometimes people thought i dont like to go home.. but seriouslly speaking..i want to go home.. u know.. go home relax and all those thing..
but if i cant get a peace of my mind.. i dont see the point of going home and face those kind of bullshit..i rather stay out.. and go home when everyone is asleep...

i shall stop complaining...
hmmm..
i'm helping out at the MAPCU at PWTC for my college this saturday and sunday..its like a education fair.. so anyone interested to come?? hahaha..
anyone espeacially form 5 and 6!! if you don't know what to do next or what to do?? come attend!!
there's a lot of thing running in my head.. sibeh tao tia..
ciao for now :)